时间如梭,白驹过隙,2015年还没有来及回顾,2016年脚步马上就要悄悄来临,转眼间本科毕业已有10年了,子曰:“吾十有五而志于学,三十而立,四十而不惑”。目前三十多也没有立,更谈不上不惑了,更多是面对现实一种的诚惶感。值次之际,来纪念即将逝去的2015。
六年前南下广州工作,而后辞职,东渡扶桑岛国继续深造,拿到日本国费文部省的奖学金,一年的研究生加上三年博士生活,今年博士毕业,一路走来,感觉这四年多的国外生活使我有点温水煮青蛙的感觉,有点不思进取。今年4月回深圳参加国际人材交流,9月回成都参加专业培训,12月份回广州参加海外科技人材交流,感觉国内的形势变化很快,以前广州的同事大多开了小公司,虽然有规模不大,但都还不错,非常替他们开心。反观自己,大好的青春时光都耗在求学的道路上,求学数十载,虽然有几篇科研小文章,然而却没有太多的成就感。但是毕竟,在这几年的求学生涯中,还是有不少的收获,博士研究过程中也是一个不断自我救赎的过程,在痛苦的过程中,不断调整自己的心态,不断的学习,才是这个过程的磨砺我人生的财富,让我不断的做加减法,不断的自己打气,不断的反思,让我尽量平衡的面对生活中的每一天。
非常感谢东大这个平台,使我明白做科研的基本独立素质,从选题,到数据搜集,处理与分析,解释科学背后的诱发原因等等。非常感谢我的导师小口高 (Prof. Oguchi Takashi) 老师,他经常教诲我们:我要让你做一个科学家,而不是一个技工。他的严格要求让我明白,科学与技工不同层次的要求。要感谢的人太多了,感谢所有给我帮助的人。
现在虽然是空间情报中心做着研究员的工作,但是面对现实,尤其成家以后,担当的责任更多了,虽然自己也有点喜欢科研,然而,科研需要付出的太多,博士这几年,由于经常在实验室呆的比较晚,忽略了家庭,冷落了家人,继续做博士后领着微薄的工资,面对未知,还是进日企拿着不错的薪水,过着小康生活,向左向右的选择,毕竟,科研有时不能当饭吃,虽然有时对科研有太多的不舍,尤其面对成家时候,用钱的地方太多,在这新年之际,还是好好思考下自己的人生未来。
谁言寸草心,报得三春晖!在这里特别感谢我的家人,尤其是我的父母,他们还不停的支持我,关心我,鼓励我。经常问我“缺钱吗?家人替我承受了生活的艰辛,从而使我可以专注于自己的学业研究,亏欠他们的实在的太多。
人生新的一篇已翻起,但愿我们的明天更好……
祝大家2016新年快乐。
附带上我的博士论文中的英语致谢,望见谅。
窦杰于东大空间情报中心办公室
2015.12.28
ACKNOWLEGEMENTS
This dissertation would not have been possible without the help of so many people in countless ways. First andforemost, I would like to express my deepest gratitude to my supervisor Prof.Takashi Oguchi for his kind consideration and constructive comments over of lastfour years. He sets a good example for us on how to be a scientist, not to be a technician. Without his guidance and persistent help this dissertation would not have been possible.
In addition, I would like to expressmy sincere gratitude to the committee members of this thesis: Prof. Toshihiko Sugai, Prof. Kaoru Saito, Assoc. Prof. Juichiro Ashi, and Assoc. Prof. Yuichi S.Hayakawa for their valuable comments and suggestions that have helped in improving this manuscript.
Assoc. Prof. Yuichi S. Hayakawa also provided a chance of field survey. I also thank to my lab members for their mental andresearch support, especially Dr. Yunus Ali. P., Mr. Uttam Paudel and Mr. Chen Chiwen. Herein, I extend the friendship.
During the years, I have opportunities to collaborate with the other excellent researchers. I acknowledge Prof. Hiromitsu Yamagishi for providing the aerial photographs and land slide data. I also acknowledge my sincere gratitude towards Mr. Shoichiro Uchiyama at NIED for providing the Chuetsu landslide data. I express my gratefulness to the former supervisor, Prof. Xia Li for his instructions and suggestions on a paper. Additionally, I am indebted to Dr. Yueren Xu from the China Earthquake Administration and Dr. Yi Zou and Zhongfan Zhu from the Beijing Normal University for their generous data collection and assistance. I thank my former classmate, Dr. Yi Zou at University of Chinese Academy of Sciences for providing data for the Chinese study area. Additionally, I am grateful for Drs. Kuan-Tsung Chang and Jin-King Liu offering some data of Taiwan for future collaboration.
Moreover, I appreciate the Japanese Government (Monbukagakusho-MEXT) scholarship provide by the Ministry of Education, Culture, Sports, Science, and Technology, Japan for supporting my study and daily life.
Last but not the least, I highly express my special sincere cheers to family and friends for their constant understanding and continuous encourage, especially for my parents, wife Zhang Xiaorui and my son that they understand, support and tolerate me to spend almost of my time on the research work in the University of Tokyo, particularly when I felt hopeless and depressed of my future. Their love is an inspiration for my research. I dedicate this work to them.
Life is not easy for any of us, herein I highly express my heartfelt thanks to the people mentioned above, and many more, have together contributed to what has been for me an enormously valuable experience, and hence, there is a kind of sadness in leaving. Nevertheless, I will take many joyful memories of the University of Tokyo with me.
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